My Very First Blog :)

So after much debate on whether or not I should make my own blog, here I am! I am hoping to use this blog to document different things that are happening in my life. That way I can look back on this later and see just how far I have come! And of course, for any friends that decide to read this, they can be updated on my life as well!

Oh where to begin... my life at this moment. I am just finishing up summer school at ASU. It is amazing to be back. I have had a lot of things happen in my life that has caused me to miss out on this past year of school at ASU. But hey, life happens. You make the most out of every situation. It was really hard to not graduate with my friends this past spring, but I am okay. I will graduate eventually and I will be extremely proud of myself when I do! Anyways, I am most likely going to be getting an A in both of my classes! It has been a really hard month! School Mon-Fri all day, and working full time! After this I will actually get to have about a month of summer! I will be laying out, relaxing, spending time with friends, oh...and working. haha.

I feel extremely lame recently. Honestly, all I do is work and go to school! Nothing too exciting. I have been in a rut recently. Some very unfortunate things have happened in my life over the past couple of years. But instead of wallowing in self pity over them, I am moving foward. My life was in much need of a change, and i am making it now! I am focusing on self improvement. In all aspects. I have been watching what I eat and joined a gym. I really want to get in shape, not only for how I look and feel, but it will help my dancing tremeandously as well. I am also focusing on my school work. I need to get good grades and have been taking a lot of classes so that I can graduate in less than 2 years. Also, I am in no position a the moment to have a relationship. My last serious relationship hurt me more than I could have ever imagined. It blindsighted me. And i am still recovering from that. It will take me a long time to trust someone again. But I am not going to go looking for someone. When it happens, it will happen. I need to be happy and content with myself and my life before I share it with someone else as well.

So that is pretty much a very brief sum up of what has happened recently!

My little brother, Michael, was in town for two weeks. He just left. I miss him a lot :( He had to move to Chicago after my mom passed away. I don't get to see him very much. I wish that I could. But it is best for him to live out there. It is a better living environment, much more stable. But it still hurts that i don't get to see him as often as I would like.

Well it is getting very late and I need to be up very early tomorrow for school. And then work tomorrow. I will definitely be posting on here! Hopefully have more interesting stories to write about!

xoxo