The semester end

This semester is FINALLY coming to an end! This upcoming week is the last week of school. Then just 2 days, 2 finals, 2 papers, a power point, and a presentation til over a month break! I am needing this break! Over the last two weeks, I worked 96 hours and had full time school. I haven't slept much at all!

I feel like so much has happened recently, but really nothing at all.

Thanksgiving this year was awesome. I went over the the Brown's house. It always makes me feel like 'home' when I go there. It is a nice feeling. It brought me back to a couple of years ago. Back to a place I haven't been in a long time. Security. Comfort. They have been so nice to me and my family. It makes me feel really good that people care that much and have such big hearts. I also got to spend time with one of my favorite people of all time... and we know how good that makes me feel... oh man. Old memories. Not sure how I feel about all of that. I just know it feels right.

Today I went to my friend Jenna's wedding. It was beautiful. I have known her since the 4th grade! It is crazy that everyone is getting married! It makes me feel so old! Tonight was like a high school reunion. Seriously. So many people that I haven't seen since graduation.. been almost 5 years! wow! But being at weddings is such a happy feeling. But also bittersweet. It makes me wish I had someone and was at that stage in my life. But, everyone is different. And I will get there when the time is right! But it does make me soo happy for my friends!

My birthday is in a few weeks. 23. Is that posssible? That I am actually that old??! I feel like I keep getting older, but still haven't done anything significant in my life yet. Like I am waiting for it to start. I have been coasting along for the past few years... nothing really changing. I think that once I finish school things will be better. Or at least that is what I am hoping!

On a different note, I have been cooking recently! At least a few things! It makes me excited to have something turn out yummy. I just wish that I had more time to do it! I am excited for the holidays to cook more! I want to try out a bunch of reciepes! Ah I just need to watch calories! I have been really bad with my diet this last month. Just no motivation to go to the gym and so much good food to eat! Holidays are such a bad time for diets! I just can't let myself completely go. Blah. I wish that was easier!

Well, it is getting late. And I need to get some sleep! But it does feel amazing to just lay here in bed and be lazy for once! Especially after being on my feet so much, and about 8 hours in huge heels today! haha

xoxo