Haven't posted in a while. Things have been crazy recently! The semester is finally over. Overall, I am pretty happy with my grades. I raised my GPA and only got one C. Haha. Oh well. I think that next semester will be my best so far. I finally have all education classes and will be doing something that I love. I never have to take a dumb class again!
Christmas was okay. I was slightly disappointed in my day. My little brother Michael came into town. I am sooo glad I got to see him! He is still here for another couple of days. Just sad that I couldn't spend more time with him. Stupid work. Christmas eve we went over to the Brown's. It was nice as always. Then i spent the night at my dads with Michael. Mark ditched us to go to his on and off again girlfriends house. Blah. I was not pleased. it was supposed to be family time and like old tradtions again. And he ruined it. Then my dad didn't have the present he was supposed to give me... money for my ballroom outfits. Of course, it will be a while before the money gets in... i can just never count on him for anything like that. It sucks. I hope that he follows through.. this means a lot to me. So then I got ditched because everyone went golfing and I had to work before they were done. So I went over to the Brown's again and spent the day with Trevor. That was nice :) We layed in bed and watched Christmas movies and sports of course haha.
He has been on my mind a lot recently. I have been spending a lot more time with him. When I am with him, things are just right. I feel soo comfortable and happy. Even when we fight, which isnt very often anymore. It is just nice. I love laying in his arms. It is the best feeling in the world. I have always loved him. I honestly cannot picture spending the rest of my life with anyone but him. Since we started getting close years ago. Yes, I have had other boyfriends, I have even loved someone else during that time. But I always still pictured my life with Trevor at the end. It just wouldn't be right any other way. I just don't know if we will ever be able to get to that point. I hope so. There have been so many tears and laughs with us. So many memories. christmas showed how well we know eachother. i got him an awesome shirt... his favorite style. He loved it. Knew he would :) He got me a cookbook for college students. It was perfect because I have been bugging him for months about how I want to start learning how to cook and how he was going to have to try my cooking. He knows me better than almost anyone (Beth probably beng the only person who knows me more). He left for Texas the day after Christmas and won't be back until the 6 or 7 of January :( Of course, we are always so busy during the semester and never get to see eachother, and during the time we actually have a break, he is gone. I want him to come back soon! I am missing him like crazy. This is ridiculous!
Anyways.... work has been crazy. Everyday long shifts with it being busy. I am physically exhausted and worn out. I wish I was able to have more of a break. I am loving getting more hours and money... but I would love to have a little time to myself to relax.
Well, I think it is time for bed. I am having lunch with my darling tomorrow :) She is basically amazing and i honestly don't know where I would be without her and her support. And I am excited to see her beautiful baby! :)
xoxo
Christmas was okay. I was slightly disappointed in my day. My little brother Michael came into town. I am sooo glad I got to see him! He is still here for another couple of days. Just sad that I couldn't spend more time with him. Stupid work. Christmas eve we went over to the Brown's. It was nice as always. Then i spent the night at my dads with Michael. Mark ditched us to go to his on and off again girlfriends house. Blah. I was not pleased. it was supposed to be family time and like old tradtions again. And he ruined it. Then my dad didn't have the present he was supposed to give me... money for my ballroom outfits. Of course, it will be a while before the money gets in... i can just never count on him for anything like that. It sucks. I hope that he follows through.. this means a lot to me. So then I got ditched because everyone went golfing and I had to work before they were done. So I went over to the Brown's again and spent the day with Trevor. That was nice :) We layed in bed and watched Christmas movies and sports of course haha.
He has been on my mind a lot recently. I have been spending a lot more time with him. When I am with him, things are just right. I feel soo comfortable and happy. Even when we fight, which isnt very often anymore. It is just nice. I love laying in his arms. It is the best feeling in the world. I have always loved him. I honestly cannot picture spending the rest of my life with anyone but him. Since we started getting close years ago. Yes, I have had other boyfriends, I have even loved someone else during that time. But I always still pictured my life with Trevor at the end. It just wouldn't be right any other way. I just don't know if we will ever be able to get to that point. I hope so. There have been so many tears and laughs with us. So many memories. christmas showed how well we know eachother. i got him an awesome shirt... his favorite style. He loved it. Knew he would :) He got me a cookbook for college students. It was perfect because I have been bugging him for months about how I want to start learning how to cook and how he was going to have to try my cooking. He knows me better than almost anyone (Beth probably beng the only person who knows me more). He left for Texas the day after Christmas and won't be back until the 6 or 7 of January :( Of course, we are always so busy during the semester and never get to see eachother, and during the time we actually have a break, he is gone. I want him to come back soon! I am missing him like crazy. This is ridiculous!
Anyways.... work has been crazy. Everyday long shifts with it being busy. I am physically exhausted and worn out. I wish I was able to have more of a break. I am loving getting more hours and money... but I would love to have a little time to myself to relax.
Well, I think it is time for bed. I am having lunch with my darling tomorrow :) She is basically amazing and i honestly don't know where I would be without her and her support. And I am excited to see her beautiful baby! :)
xoxo
