2010: The year of me

Goodbye 2009. You were a year of not too much to be quite honest. I realized a lot of things during last year. I learned who some true friends were. I re-focused on school and found my motivation to finish. 2009, you made me lose trust and faith in men. I have had a lot of tears and was alone for most of you. I put others before myself and found that did not work out for my benefit. I lost some friends. Good ridance 2009.

Hello 2010! I have decided that this year is going to be dedicated to me. Self improvement for me. I am going to focus on bettering myself. From appearance to school to work to friends. I will be spending my time focusing on my school work. I am motivated to graduate and start my career. My goal is to finish all of my education courses with straight A's. It will be a lot of work, but I think that it is possible! I will not be eating fast food for the entire year. I have given it up for a few months at a time before and it was easy. I don't see it being a problem except for at work. I wish people ate healthier there! I am doing a body for life challenge with Beth. It will be nice to have someone to motivate me and be doing the same thing that I am doing. I will also be going to the gym a lot more. My schedule this semester allows me more time to go and focus on that. This is the perfect time in my life to get into shape and I will not allow myself to have anymore excuses to not do it anymore.

My main resolution this year is to just do anything for myself. I have spent a long time putting others before me and then not being able to do the things that matter most to me. So I am changing that this year. I am going to do what makes me happy. I will date who I want to date. I will be friends with people I want to be friends with. I will spend my money on what makes me happy. I won't feel bad if I do not please everyone.

I am excited for this year to start. I know it will be a good one. It is the start of a new decade. I think this is the decade that will start the rest of my life. I am in my prime and will now start to live like it. Live my life to the fullest. It is passing by quickly. I want no more regrets. I feel like I have learned a lot in my life and it is time to start acting on these lessons learned.

Hello 2010. Hello a new decade. Hello new me.